“While others chased college freedoms, I chased control. The routine, the uniform, the expectations—they didn’t just shape me. They saved me.”

“When we hear "sharpening," we might immediately think of encouragement or support. And while those are vital, true sharpening often involves more than just good vibes. Think about that blacksmith's process: it's not always gentle. It can be a little abrasive, creating friction and sparks.”

In my toughest moments—grief, addiction, shame, loss—I discovered something no boardroom, no Ironman, no bank account ever taught me: asking for help is strength in its purest form.

“And through it all... alcohol remained. Not as a solution anymore, but as a crutch. A whisper in the night that promised relief but delivered isolation.”

Addiction isn’t just a chemical struggle—it’s a soul-level war. Psalm 55 speaks to the chaos of betrayal, anxiety, and emotional exhaustion. David’s words mirror the cries of someone in the throes of addiction or loss. He pleads for escape, asks God to take notice, and ultimately, makes the most radical choice one can in recovery: trust.

Crossing the IronMan Arizona finish line. A physical and mental challenge equivalent of battling our hardest fears.